Sunday, August 22, 2010

My Shoes


My Shoes

"I am wearing a pair of shoes. They are ugly shoes. Uncomfortable shoes. I hate my shoes. Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair. Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step. Yet, I continue to wear them. I get funny looks wearing these shoes. They are looks of sympathy. I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs. They never talk about my shoes. To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable. To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them. But, once you put them on, you can never take them off. I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes. There are many pairs in this world. Some women are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them. Some have learned how to walk in them so they don't hurt quite as much. Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt. No woman deserves to wear these shoes. Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman. These shoes have given me the strength to face anything. They have made me who I am. I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child/children".

Author Unknown

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Little Robbie's birthday

We had fun! I think it was the first time in a month we had a great time!
New family picture!



Morgan having a good time!



Birthday boy!



Colton and me, he wasn't to sure!


I think this was the first time I had laughed in a long time, it felt good!

McKay loved the water slide. He could barely climb up the stairs.


posted: 8.28.11

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Puppy Face

This is what happens when mommy gets bored! My mom had this face painting kit, so I thought I would try it out on McKay. The paint was oil based, so it didn't work so well and this kid would not sit still.
13 months and he still barely has teeth!




posted 8.28.11

Saturday, August 7, 2010

In the tub with cousins & McKay's new trick


The boys splashing the girls!

Such cute kids!

McKay eating with a fork.

Wait for it.

It's the little things you get so excited about. You have a right to be goofy, you're a parent!


posted: 8.28.11

Strawberries for me!

Michael made these for me because he know I was having a hard day! They were good!

posted:8.28.11

Friday, August 6, 2010

NILMDTS Pictures of Connor

Two miracles occurred the morning of Connor's delivery. First, Christina's mom, Larna, woke up unexpectedly around 2:30 a.m. This was the same time Christina was struggling through the last, and most difficult, part of her labor. Larna quickly got dressed and was already on her way out the door by just after 3 a.m., when we called to tell her Connor had arrived.

Second, Julie Williams, a photographer from Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep was notified of our situation, as was on her way to the hospital in that early hour, just moments after the delivery.

Larna arrived first, followed shortly by the Julie. And here is the real miracle: Both of these wonderful women saw Connor as a perfect and beautiful Child of God, a fact that I had not yet brought into full focus.

As Larna held him, and as the photographer posed him, Connor came alive to me.

I don't feel as if I've explained my feelings very well, but suffice it to say that Christina and I needed help and love and support that morning, and we got it -- some of it coming from a complete stranger (Julie) who quickly earned a cherished place in my heart.

My mom, Sylvia, was also able visit and to hold Connor, as were Christina's sisters Kathryn and Melissa.

Still, the point of this blog is to thank Julie and Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep for an AMAZING service, which is performed with no compensation whatsoever -- and to share the special gift they gave to us: These beautiful pictures of Connor.











As I Lay Me Down to Sleep is a totally non-profit organization, and an amazing one. Should anyone feel the desire to donate to a charity, this is a great one. Also, if anybody knows someone facing a similar situation, I hope you can find a photographer who can help you in the way our photographer helped us. The website is http://www.nowilaymedowntosleep.org/. These people are truly amazing.

Also, Julie also operates Impressions Studio & Gallery. If anybody in the Salt Lake City area is in need of a photographer, I would completely and fully recommend Julie for any job. She is as amazing as a person as she is as a photographer.